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03/01/2002 Entry: "Living Beyond My Means"

When will I learn that to live beyond my means will never work. You cannot do things on your own. Only God can solve your problems -- you cannot solve your problems. You can try, and you can get a temporary feeling of accomplishment, but the problem is always still there.
Oh... and money is the root of all evil.

In trying to get an apartment, Commercial Credit Adjusters decided that me not getting my mail was reason enough to demand money from me anyway. So, I gave them money.
I borrowed money from Kristie for a damage deposit on an apartment. A little bit of that went to Commercial Credit Adjusters.
I tried to borrow money from elsewhere... first from friends, then from MoneyMart, then from Val, but no one has the means to help me. I am living BEYOND my means. It's tough, but I am glad that my head is in the right place, and I am under God's control -- my heart paces fast, but I do not falter in my faith, nor do I let Satan control my thoughts.
I gave River $140. I have $100 from a payday advance. God tells me to keep it, maybe something will pull through. If not, then I will know what to do with it.

I'm just.... in a pickle.

River kicked me out. I left his apartment unlocked because no one was home.

I gotta go. Library is going to kick me off the computer.